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© Derliz Mereles 1999
ISBN 3-00-004179-6



Introducción

Mi tercer libro que aquí y de esta manera publico no se encuentra aún en su versión definitiva. Meses más adelante cuando el contenido y la forma se aclaren puede que usted no lo reconozca más. Espero que me pueda disculpar entonces y que en ese momento lo pueda disfrutar por lo menos con igual intensidad que ahora.

1

cum tacent
             clamant

             (marcus tullius cicero)

in dem sie schweigen
             rufen sie laut

en su silencio
             llaman a gritos

in their's silence
             is a loud call

2

audiatur et altera pars

                      (seneca)

auch der andere teil
möge gehört werden

también la otra parte
debe ser escuchada

the other part
should also be heard

3

et
potius sero
quam numquam

             (titus livius)

und
besser spät
als nie

mejor tarde que nunca

better later than never

4

das zeichen kommt
sprach
zarathustra
und sein herz
verwandelte sich

              (friedrich nietzsche
               also sprach zarathustra)

5

al comienzo cuando pensaba

qué sería de lo que
         estaba
empezando a engendrarse
a mi
        alrededor
tuve miedo
de lo que
        vendría
de lo que ya estaba
        aquí
pero más fué la ansiedad
       que la espera
mayor la
       guerra
de ella
se hizo todo

agua
viento
barro
y letra

6

  baal


               allah 99
              
                         abraxas 365
                         
   jahwe


denn wir leben wahrhaft
in figuren
und mit kleinen schritten
gehn die uhren
neben unsern
eigentlichen tag

            (rainer maria rilke)

7

llena está la luna
quién la vaciará?

(completamente)

quien la vaciare
buen vaciador será

(definitívamente)

8

something
must be really
wrong

these days

too many
triangles are
pointing
down

9

i know
i haven't written
since a long time
until now

but if i would do it
at this moment

du deribidubidé
deridudé
dudó dudá é

would you
understand
      it?

10

a change
ist not a wonder
because of the volume
or the power
of it

but because
of

        itself

11

if finding the
sense of life
would make you
happy

i would tell you

that the sense
of life
lies
in just doing it

you travel on a train
without knowing where
and you are simply
unsatisfied
everybody tells you
the best way
and how you must be
to just be there

and you get off
and discover
a significant
relief

you even believe
to have found
happiness

i tell you

the sense
of life
lies
in just doing it

just get off
the train

12

more than superficial things
more than a piece of blue
more than the skies
or
more than
your dark
dark
eyes

the sound of hate
smells
the war is always free
to walk around

only you
are staying
at the corner
still

13

missing you
at midnight

when
i suddenly discover
that i
can't smell you
not even at
my pillow

not at yours
and you are
not
there

14

pedibus andando

pectus est quod dissertus facit

paupertas impulit audax

15

there is a
convincing difference
among
angels
and
devils

angels love to fly

16

                                                     al soldado de
                                                           mi patria

linóleo
 line       oil
 leinen    öl

dontmakethewar

lin
 lin
     öl
     öl

noli
     lí

     lí
     li
        nó
        no

lino
 noli
    lí

     lino
       no
       nolí

lino
 nó

otro
 sí

machtnichtdenkrieg

nix
und
nie

17

sex is just
a very nice
communication
way

18

the limit of all
lies
over the bed covers

under
the free flying
fantasy

19

the angel
suffers depressions

at the begining of the
third milennium

he must leave
his
birth place

midgermany

it's hard to learn
he flies to london

hongkong
will just forget him

20

nothing lasts forever

not even death

21

when i sit
at the corner
still
when it looks like
i am not finding
the right
words
it is not
that i got
tired of you
that i am definitively bored
or
mad

i am just trying
to take
a deep
breath
to go on
to be able to
enjoy
the next moment
with
you

22

two short words are not always better
then a long silence

23

decirsinódecirsisí
decirnosí
denó
decí

sisósosí
sisísosósisé
sisé sisé
sisí

dísisóso
sósinice
sésicóco
cósineci
décicirnocósinesi
décicirnocó

cáco
cácococi
cócicica
círcineci
círcinica
cócicircinicacó

disintrocó
trocócinqué
trucúcacú
cacúsinqué

káffeehabichwohlnichtmehr
waswomitdannsowiesó
sosówiesó
sowíesosó
sosósosó
wiewíewieích
ich íx ix ích
ix ích ich íx
wiekannmandicherkennen
wiekannmandixerká
erkáerkó
erkó kokó

durauchstdusitzstdisodisó
undniemandweiss
waswohldutreibstdisodisó
dugehtstweitweg
dugehstdugehstdisodisó
undichbleibhierwohlganzallein
disodisó

cácocóci
sícoquésa
sísintroqui
trósinquesa
sírsonesa
sosasó
sóso sáso
sososó

(pause)

sasó

24

ditsoquintró
ditsontrocó
trocó cacó
cacó cacó

intró intró
dutsatsadú
dumí midú
midú midú

túmi
mítu

túda
dátu

túmimítutúdadátutú

tudátutú
tutúdadá

(pause)

tú

25

sometimes
(not always)
somehow
(it is kind of strange)
i meet you back
and you are not there
we stand face to face
and you are
not
you
but someone else

somehow
(i can hardly only try to understand)
sometimes
(this incredible dream)
i have the luck to get you
in my bed
and at the morning hours
to love you crazy
if would the world now end

sometimes
(in june)
somehow
(love just does not care)
we walk together
far away
sometimes
we stay
somehow
we achieve to make the love
remain

26

a deep
and very nice
feeling

(some call it
love)

can start
in a very simple
game

27

love in june
is 20

almost innocent
almost evil

makes me
crazy

28

love in june
is 20

tastes
like
a '96 red dornfelder
from the palatinate

sounds
harmonic
with
the first piano concert
of chopin
sounds
e minor

is a dream
is a
presence

smells
like
the last creation of
armani
a unique
skin odor

lies
at the extreme
between the truth
of being born again
and
dying

love in june
is 20

almost innocent
almost evil

love in june
is 20

makes me
crazy

29

du
deridodá
didé
di
didé
du

duxaxadú
jotjothahá
dudá
dudá
dudádudá

oh
ohiohí
oh hióhió
ohí ohí
oh

de
deribidú
deribidubidé
undzú
zuneigú
gu ú
gu ú

itzú
dubistwobist
itzé

undix
wieíx wieíx
zufíx

zufixfixzú
fixúfixé
womítmitwówozú
unddann
dannach
jotút

futzú
futzufizé

fizé
fotzufú
fú fú

mitwem
mitnie mitnix
nixnox

nox nox
noxút ut tzi
tzinotzínitnitzé
nitzé

unddú
nitzé
bleibstimmerda
dadodidé

dudá
noníe

níe é

30

i had a dream
last night

i dreamed i couldn't sleep

i dreamed that you were there

you were

i couldn't really sleep
(it's true)

and you were really
there

there

you were

31

si tu silencio es un grito
y si mi grito
no conmueve
tu silencio

cómo no lamentar
ese desvelo

cómo no
hacerlo

32

sex isux sonex
soi osix inex
six sosix sosix
oix xiox oix
xexexex

sosix
isux

sonex
inex

ixix ixix

666

33

it doesn't matter
if
to the left
or
to the right
the only important fact is
that the testicles
hang

34

only where graves are
can be
resurrections

sólo donde existen tumbas
habrán
resurrecciones

nur wo es gräber
gibt
gibt es
auferstehungen

(friedrich nietzsche)

35

liebe bleibt
illusion
mein leben ihr spiegel

(bettina rabe)

36

irony is
the only way to compensate

in these days

the dramatic everyday reality
of the last years
of this milennium

37

I learned very little
from too many
teachers

(friedrich nietsche)

38

the sense of living
lies
in the capacity of enjoying it
every second

39

it is a very problematic theological matter
the angels are not asexual but
all homosexual

on the other hand
not every gay
is
an angel

40

only in the rutinary provocation
can things be changed
which otherwise
remain static



© Derliz Mereles 1999
ISBN 3-00-004179-6